Bad Attitudes

            In my last post I talked about the importance of staying grateful and thankful throughout your twenties. As I wrote that post I knew that I was guilty of letting things get in my way of being grateful for just being awake. Sitting here now I realize how pathetic that is, and it got me thinking why is it so easy for me to allow things to bring me down?

Over the past two weeks I’ve felt like I’ve fallen into such a deep rut. I feel stuck, stressed and overwhelmed and I knew it was affecting how I treated those around me. I’ve felt myself start to push people away, knowing that my bad attitude affects them bothers me so much that I figure distancing myself will save them the headache. It isn’t fair and it doesn’t make sense, but its always my first instinct to do. I figure if I can prevent someone from hurting me first, I win. ß That sentence will be my downfall, but I know that other people my age feel the same way, even if they wont admit it.

It’s time I change my attitude. My friends and family mean everything to me and if I continue to let my bad mood effect how I act and treat the people around me I’ll end up alone. Its time to embrace change, accept that sometime people may let you down and allow things to fall into place. It sounds cheesy, but if things are meant to be, they’ll happen.

To the people who’ve been around me these past two weeks, I’m sorry you’ve had to deal with my shit attitude. Here’s to making some changes for the better.

Stay tuned.