im pretty sure im unsure of a lot

I’m not really sure if its summer time sadness or my impending 25^th birthday, honestly it could be a combination of both, but its got me thinking a lot about what I really want in this next chapter of my life. (Christ that sounds a lot more dramatic than I’m intending it to be but stick with me). This summer has been nothing but a learning experience of narrowing down whats important, figuring out who is in my inner circle and many other things. But with the commitments that Fall brings looming around the corner I have found myself wondering if I’m making the right decisions.

I tell people all the time to make choices for themselves, to make sure they’re happy with the direction they are moving in, and suddenly I have found myself questioning if I’m even taking my own advice. In fact I’m kind of at a point where the only thing I am sure of is that I am absolutely unsure of everything going on in my life. But maybe that’s the wake up call I need. What I do know is that I am so grateful to be in the place I am in with these people I have surrounded myself with. It wasn’t until recently that truly recognized it, and I’ve probably annoyed them by telling them about it, but its true. They’ve inspired me to get out of my comfort zone and ask myself the important questions-questions that I'd normally ignore or push aside.

I don’t want to be one of those people who regrets things or wastes the time that’s given to me. So maybe its time to take a hard look at the direction things are going and ask myself the serious question, am I doing what makes me happy? And if the answer is no, how am I going to change it?

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